I don’t really think I’m cynical or pessimistic. I just think that maybe I see the world realistically and the reality is that the world and the people in it are pretty fucked up most of the time.



last night I did Cover the Night, with some of the best guys I know. We went to DC, and walked absolutely EVERYWHERE. …the sad thing is we only ran into four people who were doing the same thing. Four. I still had an awesome night though, we put up a total of 60 posters, and met some really great people. I walked so much, that I woke up this morning, and can’t even walk… my feet are swollen! I’ve always loved invisible children, and it was really cool to be able to do my part. 
So ultimately, last night was great. (:

I am so tired of people not thinking Kony 2012 is a big deal.

Who is Joseph Kony? Joseph Kony is one of the world’s worst war criminals. He abducts children and forces them to use a gun to kill innocent people, as well as force girls to be sex slaves in Africa. He remains at large because few people know his name. 

So what were you saying about this not being an important issue?

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What’s on my mind? I’m fucking tired. I’m tired of caring for people who don’t give a shit about me. I’m tired of waiting for a text that will never come. I’m tired of thinking things will be different, yet they never change. I’m tired of giving out chances, only to be let down. I’m tired of putting forth 100% of an effort and only getting 25% in return. I’m tired of broken promises. I’m tired of let downs by the people who matter most to me. I’m tired of making someone a priority, when in reality I’m just a number to them, I’m tired of shitty friends who are never there for me. I’m tired of self-centered assholes, who only manipulate a situation from their own perspective, never even thinking about what someone else is going through. I’m so tired of the same old bullshit over and over again.

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can I just run away to a beach, any beach, and just live there forever? with my cats? and no one else? I’m so sick and tired of almost everyone I know. I need I change- better yet, I need substance

To me it’s all about trust and loyalty. I need someone I can trust to be myself with. Someone who won’t spill my secrets to another person, even if it’s someone who they trust and are close to. I need someone who is loyal. I’ve had too many people just leave from my life- walk out, just like that. Too many who have replaced me. I need someone who won’t simply ditch me for someone else because they’re funnier, or more open, or belong to another crowd. I need someone I can count on. Because I’d be willing to do all of that for someone, and so much more.

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after getting out of the shower…

getting changed right away < browsing the internet for hours naked.



couldn’t be any happier with my life right now.

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cuddling is probably one of my most favorite things ever.

you can’t stop the feelings you have for someone. you can’t lie to yourself either. your heart knows the truth all too well.



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